Sorry I haven’t updated. After I last updated, AOL cut my internet off. Basically, at the start of June they tried to take my payment out twice, so my bank blocked it. I called up AOL and was like ‘look, the money is in there but the bank blocked it ’cause you tried to take it twice’ and the guy said ‘don’t worry about it. It’s our mistake, so we won’t cut you off.’ Not even 3 weeks later, they cut me off. And by then, I couldn’t afford it. So I had to wait for my dad to get paid to phone them up and pay it. Bastards. Then I basically just lost interest.

I still haven’t found a job. Seriously, no one is hiring. Which has screwed me up badly. And then I had a letter Saturday to say I haven’t applied for my student finance for next year. I’m an idiot. They sent me the application in February, but the documents I need to send with the form don’t come out until the end of the financial year, which is April. So I couldn’t send it off until then, but by then I was in the middle of my assessment period, doing my essays and then exams so I naturally had other things on my mind. And I forgot, okay?! I ADMIT IT! I AM STUPID AND I FORGOT! Happy now?! YOU BROKE ME!

I have a new favourite sportsman in the form of Tommy Bowe. What a darling he is; amazing player. Seeing him on the Lions tour has been brilliant. And he has fucking amazing legs. Truly beautiful.
You may have noticed that there’s no point in this paragraph; I just wanted to mention him.

Oh yeah! NEW LAYOUT! It’s ginger and featuring Mike fucking Dirnt; the most under-appreciated musician ever. What people need to realise is that he’s actually a genius. So there.

Tonight the nurse from my grandad’s old folk’s home called to say they were rushing him to the hospital. Dad was out with Freddie (the dog) at the time, so mum was like “go find your dad please”. I had to go running to find him. Problem was, I was wearing jeans and flip flops. Have you ever sprinted in flip flops and jeans? Not easy. You also get really fucking strange looks. “Why is she going running dressed like that? Oddball.” But apparently he’s on his last legs. He’s my last grandparent and he’s 82. Dad called me from outside the hospital about 30 minutes ago; he said he had to leave because it was unbearable seeing him in the state that he’s in. He said “that’s not how I remember him” and he didn’t want to see. But my mum stayed with him cos it’s her dad, I guess. I’m glad I’m not there. I’m not close with him and, to be honest, I don’t like him but I don’t like seeing my mum upset.

…what? I didn’t do anything. But you should visit vindicating-farewell.org because I’ve known Jess for 6 years now and she’s just bought her domain back.

JUST SO YOU KNOW: The advert for webuyanycar.com is fucking annoying. So much so that I’m not even linking to it.

Questions:
1. Which song do you like best; ¡Viva La Gloria! or ¿Viva La Gloria? (Little Girl)?
2. What would you like to see me add to this site?

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